So. as time goes on and on I find myself becoming more and more of a marshmallow. Soft and fluffy and boring. Im constantly dejected, One point of this week I dreamt up this awesome char, and was elated. Couldnt draw it. :(.
Next best thing? Rp it so I can get a feel for it before drawing it.
This morning i go on the rp, and guess what?
Denied.
;.;
maybe I should find a simpler one, with less snobbery, which you tend to find in the art world too much.
So much in fact its the main reason why Im dropping my art course and taking up business next year.
I spent the holidays layed up with 9 stitches in my shoulder and the possibility of cancer till it was anaylsed.
I somehow struggled, even though my surgeon told me not to, to do a 32 X 40 inch canvas. Next day back the lecturer complained like mad. I was ready to cause someone some major harm.
Nothing and I mean Nothing has gone right for me this year. One of my friends doesnt really want to know me or chat to me much anymore. The boyfriend, first boyfriend messed me around, then complained when I didnt trust him. Even when he told me he didnt trust me. Were friends now, and good friends at that, shit happens and well eventually in a few months we hope to make a go of it again. but.
Jesus Christ yes life is hard. Im still soldiering on, and ive been so much braver than I have ever been.
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